I'm a dreamy high schooler and sometimes my head sits on the clouds! ☆ I absolutely adore manga and I'm a huge fan of boys' love. I like psychological, profound plots and insane, original characters. But I also enjoy fluffy stuff! ☆ I appreciate anything as long as it's creative and artistic, but I have a predilection for music, books and paintings. ☆ Smile at life, and life will smile back at you!

You just learned a bit about me:

  • I am a cuddler.
  • I am a morning person.
  • I am an only child.
  • I am currently in my pajamas.
  • I am currently pregnant.
  • I am left handed.
  • I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first. 
  • I bite my nails.
  • I can be paranoid at times.
  • I enjoy country music.
  • I enjoy smoothies.
  • I enjoy talking on the phone.
  • I have a car.
  • I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
  • I have a hidden talent.
  • I have a pet.
  • I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl.
  • I have all my grandparents.
  • I have been to another country.
  • I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
  • I have or had broken a bone.
  • I have caller I.D. on my phone.
  • I have bathed someone.
  • I have changed a diaper.
  • I have changed a lot over the past year.
  • I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
  • I have had major/minor surgery.
  • I have had my hair cut within the last week.
  • I have mood swings.
  • I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
  • I have rejected someone before.
  • I like the taste of blood.
  • I love Michael Jackson.
  • I love sleeping.
  • I love to shop.
  • I own 100 CDs or more.
  • I own and use a library card.
  • I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
  • I sleep a lot during the day.
  • I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
  • I work at a job that I enjoy.
  • I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
  • I am currently wearing socks.
  • I am tired.
  • I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.
  • I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month.

I have/had:

  • Graduated high school.
  • Smoked cigarettes.
  • Ridden every ride at an amusement park.
  • Collected something really stupid.
  • Gone to a concert.
  • Helped someone.
  • Spun turn tables.
  • Watched four movies in one night.
  • Been broken up with.
  • Taken a college level course.
  • Been in a car accident.
  • Been in a tornado.
  • Watched someone die.
  • Been to a funeral.
  • Burned yourself.
  • Ran a marathon.
  • Your parents got divorced.
  • Cried yourself to sleep.
  • Spent over $200 in one day.
  • Cheated on someone.
  • Been cheated on.
  • Written a 10 page letter.
  • Had a best friend.
  • Lost someone you loved.
  • Skipped school.
  • Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do.
  • Stolen books from the library.
  • Been in a mental hospital.
  • Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
  • Fired a gun.
  • Been in a school play.
  • Been fired from a job.
  • Taken a lie detector test.
  • Swam with dolphins.
  • Attempted suicide.
  • Written poetry.
  • Read more than 20 books a year.
  • Gone to Europe. 
  • Loved someone you couldn’t have.
  • Used a colouring book over age 12.
  • Had surgery.
  • Had stitches.
  • Taken a taxi.
  • Had a hamster.
  • Dyed your hair.
  • Had something pierced.
  • Gotten straight A’s.
  • Your parents sent you to a shrink.
  • Been handcuffed.

My hair is naturally the color:

  • Light brown
  • Medium brown 
  • Dark brown/Red
  • Blonde
  • Black-ish
  • Dirty blonde
  • Strawberry blonde/Ginger
  • Multicoloured

My eyes are:

  • Brown (Black)
  • Blue
  • Green
  • Hazel
  • Light brown
  • A combination of things

I am:

  • Male
  • Female
  • Other

People sometimes label me as:

  • Slut
  • Girly
  • Ugly
  • Nerd
  • Other  
  • Dark
  • Weird

Some of my biggest fears are:

  • Spiders/other insects
  • Dying
  • Doctor/Dentist appointments
  • Hospitals
  • Needles
  • Disease
  • Being alone in the dark
  • Heights
  • Small spaces
  • Oceans/large bodies of water
  • Holes
  • Large animals
  • Small animals
  • Open spaces
  • Lightning

I have:

  • A friend with benefits
  • A laptop in my room (and a pc)
  • A television in my room
  • Good grades
  • My own car
  • Married parents

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17 Jun 2012 ( VIA sladhaugd, bravebunnywarrior )   23,040 notes
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5 TV Shows Meme

Pick 5 TV Shows you like before reading the questions.

1. The Vampire Diaries

2. The Big Bang Theory

3. Supernatural

4. Game of Thrones

5. Sherlock Holmes (BBC)

1. Who is your favourite character in 2?

Difficult question *^* Maybe the one I love the most is Sheldon but… Howard and Koothrappali are marvelous too!

2. Who is your least favourite character in 1?

Bonnie. I can’t stand her, she’s annoying.

3. What is your favourite episode of 4?

I don’t remember, seriously XD I watched it all in a row!

5. What is your favourite relationship in 3?

Dean/Sam of course :) And not only as a couple… I mean… they’re very cute as brothers :)

6. Who is your anti-relationship in 2?

Well I hate Leonard so I’d like it if he was alone for the rest of his life (very bad here ahah).

7. How long have you watched 1?

A year and a half, more or less.

8. How did you become interested in 3?

I was posting stuff on facebook and then I saw this really cool guy (Dean) and when I read he was an actor I decided to start watching Supernatural. Very silly, yes.

9. Who is your favourite actor in 4?

Peter Dinklage who plays Tyrion Lannister! Tyrion is also one of my favourite characters!

10. Which show do you prefer: 1, 2, or 5?

Choosing among TVD, The Big Bang and Sherlock is really difficult because they’re all different shows. I think I’d choose TVD, but the third season wasn’t as good as the first two… anyway, TVD is surely the one that catched me the most. So let’s say I choose that.

11. Which show have you seen more episodes of: 1 or 3?

3, because there are more seasons.

12. If you could be anyone from 4, who would you be?

Argh, Game of Thrones? I actually would hate to live in such a cruel, medieval world. But if I had to choose I’d say Arya. She’s one of my favourite female characters.

13. How would you kill off your favourite character in 5?

What? Killing Sherlock Holmes? I don’t think that’s possible. I’d never be able to defeat his logic!

14. Would a 3/4 crossover work?

Uhm… maybe!

15. Pair two characters in 2 that would make an unlikely but strangely okay couple.

The Big Bang Theory has not awkward couples XD Except for Leonard/Anybody. Leonard is always awkward.

16. Overall, which show has the better cast: 3 or 5?

Arghhh─ I think Sherlock Holmes has the better cast. Sam and Dean are wonderful, but they’re the only very cool characters in Supernatural.

17. Which has better theme music: 2 or 4?

I think Game of Thrones, even though Big Bang opening is amazing!

What kind of UKE are you?

You are really… stylish. You’re fascinating and sensual, people are attracted by your mysterious air wherever you go, yet they are afraid of you. You’re unique, but you’ve payed for your originality: people are afraid of what’s different. You’ve been tagged as a weirdo. You know this and you’ve taken distance from other people. You’ll give yourself only to someone who can really appreciate you, and whom you can appreciate.
STRONG POINT: You can appreciate beauty, and you’re a very profound person.
WEAK POINT: Inside you’re weak and indecisive.
ATTACK OF CHOICE: Killer glance.

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100 things to do to make you happy!

<3 Do something good for someone else, even though you may not want to. Do a favour, help them find something, give them an item which will help them in some way. Start the flow of positive energy.

<3 Eat the best chocolate you can get your hands on. In bed. Or in the bath.

<3 Turn up music you really love. Play it so loudly that it soaks in through your skin. Dance in your pyjamas. Feel the pain lift.

<3 Have a romance in your head.

<3 Volunteer.

<3 Buy a remote control for your camera & dip your toes into the pool of narcissism.

<3 Call a friend & ask them if they want to have a slumber party.

<3 Throw yourself head-first into a creative project. Something that you’re excited about but which feels a little too big for you. You’ll be so consumed by it that it will fuel you for ages.

<3 Do the splits. Or at least try. (Be gentle though!)

<3 Sing. Loudly. Badly. Off-key. Whatever you like. It works. The last time I was on my way somewhere really nerve-wracking, I was in a cab. The radio was playing & I was so anxious that the only way I could distract myself was by singing along. Loudly. The driver probably thought I was a total nut but I didn’t care & it did the trick!

<3 Cover your entire body in cocoa butter & fall asleep.

<3 Drink 2 litres of fizzy drink (pop, soda, you know) & stay up until sunrise.

<3 Write a list of things that you appreciate right now, in the present moment. Focus on each of them & let the love inside you well up. Even when things appear to be going really, really badly, there are always things to be happy about. (That’s one of the reasons why we do Things I Love Thursday — to help bring your attention back to the positive.)

<3 Indulge in your “guilty pleasures”, whatever they are. (Old episodes of America’s Next Top Model, ginger ale, chocolate cake, romantic comedies, etc.)

<3 Send a text message to one of the most interesting people you know — maybe someone you don’t know that well, just to say hello.

<3 Order delivery food, just to bask in the glory of the fact that if you pay people, they will come to your door. With food. Warm, good food. What an age we live in, huh?

<3 Look through old photos. With a friend if possible. If it’s an old friend, you can reminisce (“Oh my god, do you remember when we did that?!”), & if it’s a new friend, you can tell grand stories (“Well, let me tell you about this guy…”).

<3 Listen to old Motown hits. Come up with dance moves. Wear something sparkly & work it out. (DJ Z-Trip’s Motown Breakdown is an excellent time, too.)

<3 Write a gruellingly personal entry for your blog dissecting every aspect of the situation which has upset you so much. Post it, don’t post it, whatever, just get it out of your system.

<3 Plan a holiday.

<3 Write a ridiculous online dating profile & marvel at the people who come out of the woodwork. (“Oh, a threesome with you & your wife in New Jersey? Sign me up!”)

<3 Spend an hour in your variety store of choice, set yourself a budget ($20?) & buy some junk. Lip treatments, candy, maybe an exfoliating scrub… Then go home & play with your new purchases. There’s a reason it’s called retail therapy, you know (though of course, it doesn’t last).

<3 Wear a fake moustache all day.

<3 Think up nicknames for all your friends, then send them each postcards to alert them.

<3 Think back on the last really good sex you had. Think about it for an hour. Then do something else.

<3 Go out for a milkshake.

<3 Appreciate the dinosaur bones at your favourite museum.

<3 Grab a friend, dress up like tourists & go & do all the really schlocky things on offer in your city. Take LOTS of photos, & be sure to flash the peace sign in 70% of them.

<3 Stick little crystals on something you use every day. (Wallet, light-switch, key-ring, boots?)

<3 Buy a new pair of sunglasses or non-prescription frames. It’s a super-easy (& often relatively cheap) way to evolve your look. Plus sunglasses make for excellent on-the-fly disguises.

<3 Go to a yoga class. Surrender & breathe deep.

<3 Put on your favourite pair of high heels & walk up & down your bedroom/hallway doing your best Miss J impersonation. Have a friend or neighbour who is willing to humour you offer critique. “Girl, you walk like a busted-down freight-train.”

<3 Write multiple lists of everything you want. Material possessions, relationships, work, lifestyle, everything. Pin them up by your door so you see them all the time.

<3 Go through Urban Dictionary & find some fun/ridiculous new words to add to your vocabulary.

<3 Make yourself the biggest ice-cream sundae you’ve ever seen. Decorate it with hot fudge sauce, whipped cream, sprinkles, nonpareils, whatever you like. Take a photo. Give it a name (“Jane’s Orgasmatron Cardiac Arrest Sundae”). Devour. Maybe without using your hands. Take a photo of that too.

<3 Get your eyebrows shaped.

<3 Spend an hour in a department store sniffing perfume samples. When you find something you like, spray it on a card & drop it in your purse.

<3 Try break-dancing.

<3 Watch videos of flamboyant, successful people like Elton John or Michael Jackson & marvel.

<3 Eat animal crackers.

<3 Drink through a straw all day. If you get your hands on a straw which matches your outfit, so much the better.

<3 Plan a party with a theme that makes you feel really, really happy.

<3 Write a letter to yourself in the future. Then hide it. Maybe in the pocket of a coat you never, ever wear.

<3 Leave the house wearing just fabulous lingerie underneath a coat. With heels. (Note: if you are a man you may get accused of being a flasher if you do this. The world is cruel sometimes.)

<3 Pull a Kid CuDi & announce your retirement from the world of something. Like cooking, or vocal communication. Announce your unretirement whenever you feel like it.

<3 Buy a harmonica & annoy the hell out of everyone while you learn how to play it.

<3 Go wig shopping.

<3 Choose a festival (SXSW? Burning Man? Coachella? Wave-Gotik-Treffen?) to go to, invite some friends, & start making plans.

<3 Add diamantes to your manicure.

<3 Hula hoop.

<3 Buy some really good art for your walls. Posters, prints, original artwork or other. If you’re feeling impoverished, go to the library, check out some art books, then take huge, great quality photocopies at a copy shop.

<3 Listen to Never Better by P.O.S. from start to finish & revel in what a great album it really is.

<3 Load up your ipod & go for a walk through your favourite park.

<3 Visit a cool toy store & make your friend a surprise package.

<3 Reach out to the people who inspire you but who don’t know you exist.

<3 Write the birthdays of your personal heroes in your planner & work out a way to honour them on that day.

<3 Pie.

<3 Colour your hair. (You can always dye it back.)

<3 Notice where you hold tension in your body, & let it go.

<3 Visit some kind of religious institution & observe a service.

<3 Bake heart- or bunny-shaped cookies. Give them away.

<3 Be graceful.

<3 Be graceless.

<3 Make a video diary.

<3 Answer questions with questions.

<3 Try on a pair of really, really expensive shoes & act like you’ll be back tomorrow, but you’re just going to go home & think about it. (Bonus points: take a photo of you in them. Often you will need to be stealthy about this but it’s worth doing.)

<3 Record yourself trying to recite the alphabet while vigorously brushing your teeth.

<3 Flirt with entirely inappropriate people.

<3 Sing into your friend’s answering machine. (If you’re in the USA & use Slydial, it will take you straight to their voicemail.)

<3 Pour pancakes in the shape of your initials. Eat them while watching aerobics on television.

<3 Make friends with your neighbours.

<3 Think about how great it would be to name a shaggy dog “Toupee”.

<3 Go to an audition just for the experience.

<3 Tell someone cute, “You’re cute”.

<3 Sit in a sauna with a stack of fashion magazines & sweat it out.

<3 Find a secret place with a great view. Like a tree, or a rooftop, or a hill.

<3 Go & see a musical (or just rent one).

<3 Be optimistic.

<3 Buy ridiculous slippers.

<3 Make a list of the things you want to do to celebrate the upcoming season.

<3 Lie down in the sunshine.

<3 Pretend to be a dancer in a music video as you perform mundane tasks. Jiggle your way from the bathroom to the kitchen, shake it while you wait for your toast to pop, booty bump while you pick an outfit.

<3 Go to an aquarium & take photos of the jellyfish.

<3 Watch movies you used to love as a child.

<3 Book a karaoke room with friends & sing your heart out.

<3 Make a list of practical, actionable ways you can improve your situation.

<3 Start keeping a dream journal & write down their supposed meanings, too.

<3 See if you can develop an appreciation for a band or a style of music you’ve never liked before.

<3 Write a play.

<3 Go to vintage stores looking for fabulous old typewriters.

<3 Write the stuff you like about your body on your body with a marker.

<3 Change your ring-tone to the sound of one of your friends laughing hysterically.

<3 Watch videos of Robin Williams or Eddie Murphy.

<3 Listen to Divine Harvest by The Mae Shi. Don’t be worried, everything will turn out fine. Don’t be worried, friend just put your hand in mine.

<3 Take a nap with your head at the other end of the bed.

<3 Walk around a garden centre & buy a colourful plant. Give it a name.

<3 Go somewhere that people walk their dogs & make friends with some fluffy creatures.

<3 Hug your friends.

<3 Tell someone everything.

<3 Believe that everything is always getting better.

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24 Apr 2012   9 notes
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“Yeah, I knew him…” a random stranger said. - HOW TO RAPE GET RITSUKA

19 Apr 2012   5 notes
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